How have issues modified after ‘Aadha Ishq’?
I am lucky that I am getting nice affords. There are a few issues that I’ve okayed, so issues are going nice. I’m in search of more difficult roles. OTT is an area the place there is a begin to finish, it is extra like a movie. So, as an actor, I get to arrange for the position. I do know the character’s journey, and am getting ready to get into the pores and skin of the character. I am doing workshops for that. So that is the house that I am actually having fun with, as a result of I’ve by no means finished all of this earlier than.
After TV, you ventured into movies, however have few initiatives to your credit score. What was the rationale behind it?
Firstly, I did not have anybody to information me with the movies that I did then. I imply, I haven’t got any regrets, I am glad that I used to be a part of these movies, as a result of I’m right here right this moment due to my journey. In fact, what I’ve skilled highs and lows, they’re crucial in life. I skilled a excessive with ‘Kahiin Toh Hoga’, then I skilled not so nice response by way of my movies. However then I did not get the affords that I most likely ought to have gotten then. A whole lot of movies that I had auditioned for, they did not go forward as a result of I had a tv background. It was not simple. There have been acceptance points and I nonetheless face that for OTT initiatives as nicely. There are a few exhibits that I’ve finished the look check for. I match the position utterly, most likely the makers have beloved it and suppose I may actually play the half nicely. However then there are particular initiatives that have not fallen into place as a result of I’ve expertise on tv they usually really feel, ‘no she’s been part of tv, so she will be able to’t be part of this platform’.
You’ve talked about that the wrestle for you started a lot earlier than coming into TV. In case you may shed some gentle on that…
So I got here from a really, very sturdy Muslim conservative household. None up to now has been part of the business. As a child I used to be a diehard fan of Shah Rukh Khan, Salman Khan and their movies. However I by no means had anybody to information me, I by no means thought that there is a chance of venturing into movies. In my FYJC, I began getting loads of affords for music movies and commercials. It took me loads of time to persuade my mom to permit me to do one advert movie as a result of it has been my dream. She needed to go in opposition to my complete household, my household did not communicate to my mother for a really, very very long time. For me to make it huge within the business, my mother needed to sacrifice so much. I’m right here right this moment due to her. So I’ve skilled all of that.
From ‘Kahiin to Hoga’ to ‘Ek Villain’ and ‘Aadha Ishq’, how would you describe your journey spanning almost 20 years?
I nonetheless have so much to be taught, I nonetheless have so much to show. With each challenge I really feel I can higher myself as an actor. The drive in me is so sturdy that I wish to do good content material, which is essential. You’ll be able to by no means get complacent in life as an actor. Some initiatives do nicely, some initiatives don’t. However I really feel one ought to take a look at the initiatives that haven’t finished nicely, as a substitute of concentrating on the highs.
Is there something you’ll wish to change concerning the journey that you have lived?
The form of focus and drive that I’ve proper now, I feel that’s the solely factor I want I had a number of years in the past.
So, what subsequent do you wish to play? Like one thing in your bucket checklist, some style, some character?
I am simply protecting it open. I did not know I want to play a cop, I took up ‘Broken 3’ as a result of it excited me as an actor. It obtained me off of my consolation zone. I have been wanting for thus a few years to play a romantic character and it lastly occurred with ‘Aadha Ishq’. It actually excites me as an actor to do romance on display however on the similar time, I wish to play totally different characters. I do not wish to comply with the monotony however discover difficult and utterly totally different roles.