“My expertise on the present has been overwhelming to say the least as a result of I entered the present with one motive that the illustration of my neighborhood is legitimate. Everybody ought to see me not simply because the consultant of this neighborhood but in addition as a human being, as a result of that’s finally what everybody from the neighborhood needs, that you simply have a look at us with respect. We wish individuals to have a look at us as considered one of you all and never segregate,” she mentioned.
Saisha, who shared a detailed bond with Munawar, Anjali and Poonam despite the fact that they belonged to totally different groups explains why she was so connected to the trio, “I used to be all the time hungry for love and respect and that I used to be getting in abundance from Anjali, Munawar and Poonam. These three get pleasure from themselves at any time when they’re performing a activity. I preferred that facet of them and I additionally had an awesome sync with them. Whether or not it’s struggle, enjoyable, leg pulling, we shared similarities considering sensible which is why our connection was stronger. From the second day itself, I related with Anjali. I felt a way of belonging along with her, I felt defending her like my youthful sister. Poonam is robust, opinionated, loud and it turns into very essential to calm her down. With regards to Munawar he’s somebody mere liye joh foremost ek 17/18 saal ki ladki expertise nahi kar paayi Woh Mujhe Woh expertise dilata hai. The way in which he pulls my leg, teases me, when I’m indignant and he simply doesn’t depart me until I don’t forgive him. All these items I’ve by no means skilled as a result of I simply got here out as a trans lady a yr in the past. Mere life mein joh Iss matter par expertise nahi hui that Munawar is someplace fulfilling then. He did all these items unknowingly and due to these items he is all the time going to be particular for me.”
The favored designer additionally made it clear that she will not be jealous of Anjali and Munawar’s bond, “No, I do not really feel jealous seeing Munawar with Anjali collectively. I do know their friendship is real and platonic. Their tuning within the recreation may be very good.”
Saisha feels Payal Rohatgi is pretend and calls out Payal for accusing her of taking part in the transwoman card, “There are various individuals contained in the present who’re pretend like Payal Rohatgi. At one level she comes and tells me that she needs to know from me about transgender and trans lady and no matter data she has acquired if from me. Then she turns round and says that I exploit the trans card for my profit then it exhibits her twin persona. She used me to get the knowledge after which accused me of utilizing it,” she mentioned.
Speaking about Kangana’s allegations that Saisha threw Nisha Rawal beneath the bus to help Munawar, Saisha cleared, “When the struggle happened Nisha stored her level throughout and I needed her to talk and I didn’t wish to interrupt her or minimize her from talking. I needed her to complete in order that I might say. What I felt unhealthy about was that she was accusing the 12 contestants on the present of not accepting me and solely she was the one who had accepted me, which was improper. I felt unhealthy for it. She will discuss for herself and never for different 12 individuals as a result of every and everybody has given me equal love and help. I felt someplace she was doing it for consideration. That’s the explanation I didn’t take her stand. This matter may be very delicate and powerful so if I resolve I don’t wish to discuss it then I believe I must be revered. I needed to clear the subject in entrance of Kangana however I used to be evicted.”
Saisha additionally opened up about her altercation with host Kangana throughout the Judgement Day episode, she mentioned, “I’m very actual and have been one within the present additionally. My fights, my anger, my love and my jokes every part was actual. I didn’t pretend anger on the present. I can’t pretend anger or do nautanki to impress Kangana. Fundamental Kangana ko impress Karne ke liye Kabhi sher Kabhi Memni nahi ban sakti. At that time my anger was actual as a result of I really feel that the way in which I used to be spoken to it was disrespectful. Having mentioned that, I ought to have identified that Kangana is the proprietor of the jail, host of the present and he or she had employed me as an worker to be on the present. She is the proprietor of the present and after coming contained in the jail all of us had been equal and all of the qaidis had been equal. No matter accomplishments, achievements I’ve accomplished in life, it was within the outdoors world. After coming inside I used to be a Kaidi and he or she was the host/jailor. So I ought to have revered her and I’m sorry for it. I made a mistake and I’m nonetheless apologising to her. I wish to see her laughing, I’ve all the time introduced a smile to her face on the judgment day and I don’t wish to exit of the present disrespecting her.”
Saisha mentioned she is desperately eager to return to the present if given an opportunity, she mentioned, “200 p.c I wish to return to jail. I’m lacking Munawar and Anjali rather a lot. I wish to keep until the tip of the sport. I wish to stand on the rostrum with Munawar within the finale. I wish to win this present as the primary trans lady to win a actuality present. Most significantly I wish to show to Kangana that my anger, love and forgiveness are actual.”